He felt a backache in springtime

Moving bricks to build a garden wall

For me.

Persistent. Not backrubs

Nor Ben-Gay nor bed.

X-rays, blood tests, CT scan,

As big as a grapefruit.

New scars, new words:

5-FU, Leucovorin.

Deadly music:

Camptosar, Oxaliplatin.

Devil child’s poem:

Thoracentesis, Pleuradesis

Hepatic metastasis.

Coffee in sunlight, each sip

A gift. One year.

Green grass growing in my

New garden.